I’m alive again.
It feels really good. I’m off medication, I’ve lost 50 pounds since May. I’m going to graduate. I’d be a fool to say I don’t have bad times but there are hardly any bad days. I’m trying to reconstruct my perceptions of the world starting at the foundations of what I know like any great philosopher and what one of my favorite professors said,” See the world feelingly” for all of its pain, pleasure and presence. I feel stronger and everything is in sharper focus. Full of unbounded opportunity the world spins. I see the connections between things, a mvmt to the world like the eternal repercussions of an ancient breath. I am not completely unafraid I still have fears but I no longer fear myself.
@3 months ago
