So basically, I want to write about my life now. Because I think it's important and hopefully you will to. I'll be covering hair coloring techniques, bunnies, my struggles with depression, and some short story. enjoy.
In typing this I’ve concluded why I don’t have a man. These articles say that you should be yourself but confident and to smile a lot. But what if in acting confident people see right through you to the scared little girl you really are? I’m pretty sure that’s what they see in me except they don’t get to the depths where that little girl hides they just know: FAKER.@1 year ago
It feels really good. I’m off medication, I’ve lost 50 pounds since May. I’m going to graduate. I’d be a fool to say I don’t have bad times but there are hardly any bad days. I’m trying to reconstruct my perceptions of the world starting at the foundations of what I know like any great philosopher and what one of my favorite professors said,” See the world feelingly” for all of its pain, pleasure and presence. I feel stronger and everything is in sharper focus. Full of unbounded opportunity the world spins. I see the connections between things, a mvmt to the world like the eternal repercussions of an ancient breath. I am not completely unafraid I still have fears but I no longer fear myself.@9 months ago