Why I suck
Let’s start with most obvious one first, I have low self-esteem because I have the body of a 40 year old woman. I just keep expanding and I bet people are like damn that girl should take better care of herself because she’d be really pretty if she wasn’t so fat. 2. I’m tall not cute or hot or sexy just tall and big, a walking whale. I’m lazy I do lots of things last minute. I care more about what I don’t have than what I do have. I’m envious of every friend I have even if I’d give my life for most of them. I don’t have blue eyes I have dark green eyes but if they aren’t blue then I guess they’re basically shit to everyone else. I’m ugly my features are too small for my big-ass head. I cry too much and people don’t like sad girls they like happy ones. I can’t flirt. I smoke. I don’t have anything figured out. I depend on other people way too much for happiness.
After knowing all this I realize that I don’t have to be nice to anyone. It’s just days like this where I wish I didn’t exist because everything is going horribly. My life is absolute shit and what makes it worse is I’m telling tumbler about it because all my friends are beautiful and have dreams and people who want them need them and love them i don’t want to ruin their lives. I have no one just my bunny till my parents get home.
